Tuesday, January 13, 2009
It's gonna be a loooooooong night.!.
Good evening everyone. Well as you know they broke my water this morning. Around 2pm I couldnt handle the contractions anymore so I got an epidural, it was great and I did not feel a thing, not even a prick. However it did not really work on my right side, but the Anesthesiologis came back in and shot two more viles down and I a real numb now. The doctor came in at 5:30pm and checked me...and guess what I am at a whopping THREE cm...yes 3 cm. He said he could stretch it to 4cm. When he came in I was hysterical about getting a c-section because the nurse had mentioned that if I was not dialtating after 18 hour from the time they broke my water then they would need to do one. I do not want one for so many reasons, mainly because I wont be able to spend as much time with Elisha and I will be sore and not be abe to give him a bath and stuff. I just got some anxiety medicine because I am just freaking out. And I know all this time he is in there without his water bubble it is not good for his fragile head. He is still moving around vibrantly, Praise God. PLEASE friends and family PLEASE pray I can start dialating and have my son vaginaly. I am so wore out so wore out I cant really sleep because of the anxiety, any noise I hear I jump, and when I close my eyes I keep having mini dreams but I am awake. I love my husband dearly he hasn't left my side...he is a wonderful husband and father, Enrique honey I love you. We said a prayer together a lil while ago just thanking God about the wonderful family and friends he has blessed us with. No one has been judgmental about our decisions, and everyone has stood behind us and supported us. We thank you all so very much. Thank you all for your prayers...and please keep praying we need it so, I am truly exhausted.