Thursday, January 8, 2009
Well, it's Thurday evening and we are only 3 days away from making our way to the hospital. My emotions seem to be on high. I am trying to prepare and am running out of time. I need to clean my house so it is clean when I return, I am trying to prepare my job for me to be out for the next five weeks, I need to pack my bag for the hospital...the list goes on. I had a couple blankies for Elisha I took downtown yesterday to get embroidered with Elishas name on it and I will pick those up tomorrow. I can't wait to see them. I had called this hospital to see if I could request the same nurse I had when I had Alexis, she was so wonderful to us, and guided us so great. However, she is no longer there and I was greatly saddened...and I PRAY hard we get a good nurse. Especially one that is understanding, and accepts our choice to carry our son. I am feeeling an enormous amount of stress and I feel helpless. There is nothing really anyone can help me with, it is all things I need to do. Elisha is moving more and more all the time, letting me know how much he loves me, and it makes me smile so. Well I should go no all this stuff isn't going to get done on it's own. Tomorrow is Friday and my last day of work, say a pray that I will be able to get all my work done. Thank you to all my friends and family, I love you all.